Hi Sis,
I hope you got my texts on Christmas and New Years. I miss you a lot, I think of you always. I hope these small ways of reaching out to you show you that I love you very much.
Back in April 2009 you were going through so much, too much for a 12 year old girl to handle alone, I am only sorry that I didn't notice that way back then, I am very happy that Daddy was there for you when you needed him.
I am sorry that I was not aware of the many things that you were having to deal with. I was only focused on what I was dealing with. I am sorry.
I hope somehow I can reach you. I want you to know that I messed up and for that I can only say how truly sorry I am, to not have put you first. I was selfish. I am aware now of my role as mother. What it entails and what I am supposed to do, which is be there for you and Trent first and foremost. I am thankful for this time I have had to reflect and learn more about being a mother to growing children. I hope that one day you will forgive me and love me again. I love you so much and I am sorry for anything I have ever done to make you feel you were not 1st in my heart. I trust that one day you will forgive me, it's my hope for the future.
I love you.
Mom
About Me
- Renée Beck
- United States
- “Any attempt at alienating the children from the other parent should be seen as a direct and willful violation of one of the prime duties of parenthood” - J. Michael Bone and Michael R. Walsh, authors of “Parental Alienation Syndrome: How to Detect It and What to Do About It” -http://www.divorcesource.com. ---I am a mom who has survived Parental Alienation, It lasted 10 years. During those years of hopelessness, I started this blog to talk and share my feelings with my daughter. This was the only way for me to be heard, I shared my struggle and feelings. It helped me to heal, slowly. But more than that; it's become a platform for me, as I learn more about this epidemic, to inspire someone who might also be dealing with it. I hope my testimony and experience will help others survive when they feel like giving up. Don't give up, keep fighting and give it to God. It is the only thing that keeps me moving forward each day.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
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